What do I want for this weekend? What am I manifesting in this moment of mystery?
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My most sincere desire is to connect with as many people as possible this weekend. This terrifies the socially anxious aspects of my psyche, but it thrills the rest of me. Could it be possible to see 81 friends in two days? I made 81 stickers. Everyone gets a sticker! I'm going to sincerely attempt to give away all of the 81 stickers this weekend. Not just give them away, but purposefully hand them to those who are enthusiastic to receive the token reminder that
Our Conscious Connection exists.
Each sticker represents supportive community flowing through Our Conscious Connection.
And we open in three days.
I hired a helping set of capable hands for Friday.
My partner was able to get Friday and Saturday off work.
I don't feel nervous or anxious about anything other than having no one show up. That's still a wounded ego script I'm working on abolishing.
I don't feel excited, either.
I feel calm.
I've been in a state of deep surrender for months. Now, I'm sick again. Dragon Breath (breathing treatment) is happening right now.
I feel calm, even though the medicine is making me jittery.
Influx. I'm in a state of suspension. I'm weightless.
Sunday is my 39th birthday.
We have THREE days.
3 is my soul number
Repeating 3's is a big directional clue in my life and here is what Numerology says about it...
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The Meaning of Soul Urge Number 3
The number 3 is mysterious and mystical, associated with the Trinity in Christianity of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. If you think of assertive 1 as the father, and passive and introverted 2 as the mother, then you may think of the number 3 as the two of them combined, which it literally is. The energy of 3 is that of the creative genius, but a different kind of creativity than a 1, because it is balanced by the energy of duality expressed in number 2. The number 3 is also the number of series [patterns].
When your soul urge number is 3 it means that your innermost guiding principle is creativity over anything else. You are likely to manifest creative talents that are not only impressive, but likely to be legendary in your social circle or community. When you are aligned with the energy of the number 3 you radiate joy and creativity, balance and purpose.
Finally, the number 3 is not an expression of either/or, but rather a both-and-more.
What Does Soul Urge Number 3 Say About You?
- You are artistic and unusually creative – It is likely that you are a talented artist, writer, musician or entertainer. For you, artistic expression comes incredibly easily. Others struggle for hours and hours mastering things that come naturally to you. You are truly blessed.
- You can’t stand menial work – Many creative people choose economic stability over artistic expression, but this is not the case if your soul urge number is 3. You are willing to follow your bliss anywhere it takes you.
- You are gregarious – When your soul urge number is a 3 you are the life of the party. You are radiant and joyful and a pleasure to be around. Your gregarious character attracts followers wherever you go.
- You are likely to be happily married or in a committed relationship – In the romantic sphere, those with a 3 in their chart attract love interests easily. Once someone has become acquainted with your bright and creative 3 energy, it is likely that they will never leave.
Understanding Your Soul’s Calling
When your soul urge number is 3 it indicates that your creative nature is no accident. The expression of creative talent that manifests in the energy of a 3 means that your soul’s strongest desire is the full realization of your artistic gifts. It is believed that those who have this soul urge number feel as though they have been forced onto center stage. Perhaps in a former life you were in a position where you had talent but were too passive or fearful to realize your full creative potential. Fulfilling buried talents or hidden directives from source are extremely common for those with an urge number of 3. The soul urge number 3 is associated with The Empress in the Tarot and Venus in Astrology. Not only are you gregarious and easygoing, but you are a master of social situations that may have stymied your talents in previous lives. Like the Empress, your soul urge energy of 3 means that you are literally pregnant with a radiant future.